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the weekend was pretty okay..cept getting sunburnt on saturday afternoon.
gosh.. the weather was NUTS! i bet it was like 40degrees(not that high la) but was crazy..oh yes.
i slept from 11am till 630pm today! =D its amazing how long i slept. was having this killer headache.
i'm bored..gotta start kissing my books n assignments!
memories jotted down @ 6:54 PM `
i'm fine already..
just bad PMS mood swings.
its amazing how far we've come..
the things we have gone thru.
thank you.
loves.
abit stoned now. just woke up.
cramps are killing me..
i've a long way to go.
first clear the homeworks first, den decide the outs.
=P
sorry if i've been a bitch..
memories jotted down @ 10:35 AM `
i'm on the verge of breaking down
i dunno.
nothing happened.
first i dropped the mouse
second i tried to fixed it but couldnt do anything to it
thirdly, detached the one from my com and fixed it in, finally could work
BUT somehow when my mum went to the com in few mins, couldnt work
she threw a new mouse at me. i tried to attached it
BUT as i moved the CPU out.
at the fucking same time, the com crash.
i couldnt take it anymore.
i screamed so sharp and loudy at my neighbour knocked on the door.
den to make things worst.she made to continuously ask me where the MD is..
ask and ask and ask..
kept on saying 'dunno wad kinda of friends u always mixed with, getting bad to worst'
in case she dun fucking realise, i'm home 24/7 when she's the one not in sight..
i'm 20...why does she have to make it as though i'm fucking underage.
at least i know RIGHT n WRONG.
at least i dun break ppl's family up.
at least i dun break MY OWN FAMILY UP!
for Christ sake la, I HATE PPL TO BRING MY FRIENDS INTO THE TOPIC..
i let off another sharp, loud scream...
i so feel like taking something and stab straight into myself.
that's why.. i hate home.
i want my brother.
now bills after bills.
final reminder after final reminder.
so many bills
and none of my business
maybe i should sleep around to pay for all these.
dun mind me.
i'm breaking down.
memories jotted down @ 9:20 PM `
I have forgotten how long was it,
Since I last heard you,
Telling me your favorite story,
I have been thinking for a very long time,
Im beginning to feel paranoid,
Did I make any mistakes again?
You came and tell me with the tears in
your eyes,
That fairytales are all lies,
Its impossible for me to be your prince
charming,
Maybe you will not understand,
After the moment when you said you
loved me,
The stars in my sky, are beginning to
shine and shimmer.
Im willing to be, the angel you love,
In the fairytales,
Open my arms wide,
And let it become wings, to protect you,
You have to believe,
Believe that we will be like the fairytale,
With happiness and joy as the ending.
Everything is our beautiful ending.
------------------
the eng. version of Guang Liang - Tong Hua
memories jotted down @ 11:55 PM `
the bug hit me.
darn.
the doc bloody costed me $102.00.
HOW FUCKING EX IS THAT!
bah!
chesty lung. wheezy joe. fever.
bah!
the weekend was alright. went for a haircut.. thinner. lighter. straighter. even fringe.. gonna to color+highlight soon.. must go check out the price. the colour is not bad..
the sat night was settled for some movies. ocean's twelve, saved, the great challenge(yamakazi) and white castle.
lol...lazing around. doing absolutely NOTHING.
=D
oh yes. i flung my first assignment.
i rented le divorce, say it isnt so and what women wants.
le divorce wasnt as great as i expected it to be so was say it isnt so.
oh watever. i'm such a movie girl!
in case u din know,i play a movie to sleep everynight, be it watching it for countless times.
i'm feeling so weak!
was caught in the rain this noon. no signs or nothing abt the rain. had to take cab to and fro JUST TO bloody pay my sch fees and collect one of my txtbooks.
to prevent myself from failing anymore, i've decided not to rush into my hw and do notes FIRST den the assignment.
oh well.. off i go.
till then. i'll take care!
memories jotted down @ 9:06 PM `
Your dating personality profile:
Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.
Practical - You are a down-to-earth individual who is not impressed with material excess. You care about the stuff of like that really matters.
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.Your date match profile:
Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps his body in top shape.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.
1. Athletic
2. Practical
3. Big-Hearted
4. Outgoing
5. Religious
6. Liberal
7. Funny
8. Adventurous
9. Sensual
10. Wealthy/Ambitious
1. Athletic
2. Practical
3. Funny
4. Religious
5. Romantic
6. Big-Hearted
7. Outgoing
8. Traditional
9. Intellectual
10. Adventurous
Take the Online Dating Personality Quiz at Dating Diversions
memories jotted down @ 6:10 PM `
yeah!! jasmine is back! bought me nighties with a top and a lighter!
i miss her!
yeah! glad she's back!
at least my weekday wun be so bored anymore!!
my homework is driving me nuts!
bah!
back to hw!
memories jotted down @ 5:43 PM `
Perhaps you will find the love you have been waiting for all this time..
sHe was not pretty..
But she had feelings..
One day, she fell in love with a guy..
A guy she really had a crush on..
But she realized that she was not pretty..
So she kept it deep inside her heart..
She was not pretty..
Knowing this, she did not dare to approach him.
though he was a friend of a friend, she had no guts to talk to him.
one day, the group went out. she was disappointed that she did not see him.
she turned and saw him running towards the group.
she told herself she gotta talk to him today.
braved herself up and striked a conversation with him.
they had many common interest.
and they knew friends of each others..
They came into contact with each other..
The lady was so happy and she felt nice talking to
the guy..
She was not pretty..
She had to remember this all the time..
she knew she couldnt say out her wish to the guy..
However, one day, she took up the strength to call
the guy..
When she was about to pick up the reciever, the
phone rang..
It was him..Her crush...
Her guy of her dreams..
he asked her out on that night..
There was no reason for her to say NO..
That night, they went to a restaurant..for dinner..
sHe was not pretty..
This was proven to her at that night..
When the guy told her that he had a crush on
another lady.
her heart was crushed into pieces by her own
crush..
but she didnt say a word..
still holding on a strong front..
sHe knew it..sHe was not pretty~!...
sHe was not pretty..
and she knew she wont get her guy of her dream..
So she intended to help the guy out..
sHe took the guy to the lady whom he had a crush
on..
After a week, she saw the guy dating with the
lady..
sHe knew that there is no more hope for her..
she cried and prayed for him. day n night. till she looked like a pupperfish.
sHe was not pretty..
and this made her loose her love..
sHe just kept her feelings deep inside her heart..
But it was okay for her..
as her love was happy with the lady he loved..
sHe was not pretty..
but maybe her powerful love brought her guy back
to her..
One day, the guy came all the way crying to her..
he said to her that he lost the girl,
the girl play timer and dumped him..
he was all in tears and didnt know where to go..
sHe was not pretty..
but she loved him..
sHe wiped the tears off the guy and gave a warm
hug..
The guy felt the warm feel gush through his nerves
and touch his heart deep inside..
he realized that this is his true love..
sHe was not pretty..
but she found her love finally..
and she was happy ...
p/s: looks are not really the most important thing
in love..Consider the feelings of the pple around
you..You might just find that true love of
yours..sHe may not be pretty..but she might love you more
than anyone could ever love you
memories jotted down @ 5:34 AM `
ANNIVERSARIES
- Always celebrate! Whether it's the 1st or the 50th, each year together is a triumph.
APPRECIATION
- Let each other know how much you appreciate each other. You may already know but hearing it from each other is always better.
BEST FRIENDS
- Be best friends preferably before being boyfriend-girlfriend. Take time to know each other so the relationship will be a deep one. Tell each other about your crushes, dreams and problems. Make sure he/she is your best friend before getting engaged. The strong bond of friendship will help you both survive tough times.
BOND
- make it a point to spend time together often but leave room for each other. Also spend time alone w/ each other, so that at the end of the day you could both share your experiences. This way, you stay interesting with your partner.
CHANGING EACH OTHER
- Don't marry an asshole,a jerk or a bitch.You'll never change each other.
COMPLIMENTS
- Always compliment each other. This will prevent feelings of resentment & thinking that one is being taken for granted.
DATE
- Keep doings things that you both enjoy, do them together. Make time & continue to date to keep the romance- look good, smell good to maintain physical attraction
DIFFERENCES
- Celebrate differences. Never force your ideologies down each other's throat. Give up trying to turn your partner into you. Accept differences, appreciate them.
FIGHTS
- Fight w/the aim to resolve the issue. Don't outdo each other. The longer you extend the fight. The more chances that you'll say something hurtful that you don't really mean. As mad as you were w/ your partner, he/she is still the person who laughs at your jokes & thinks you're hot.
- Hear each other out, don't dig up old issues. Choose you battles. Make sure the fight will be worth it & that something will change in the relationship as a result of the fight.
FLAWS
- Know that the perfect person does not exist. Know that just as there are things that you love about him/her, there will be things that will make you go crazy. We are only human with our own flaws.
FUN
- Have fun together! This means keeping the fun & spontaneity that was there in the early days. Allow yourselves to get silly- shower
together, pee w/the door open etc. Being able to make each other laugh & see the lighter, crazier, absurd side is the best way to get through all the differences in personalities, adjustments in lifestyle & opposing viewpoints.
GOALS
- Make sure you have similar goals. It would be difficult to keep your bond intact if your views are complete opposite,
GRUDGES
- Quit tabulating grudges. Let it off. Discuss it, then trash it, don't recycle it.
KEEPING IT HOT
- Keep it hot by traveling to diff. places together. A new setting will do wonders. Always have skin contact- be it holding hands, a massage or just plain leg rubbing.
HONESTY
- Don't lie or hide things. The problem will only get bigger.
KNOW EACH OTHER
- Learn each other's interest. It really keeps the conversation flowing!
HUG
- A hug can be far better more intimate than a kiss.
IDENTITY
- Don't lose your personality- that's why he/she fell in love w/you.Have separate interest & activities to keep your individual, & to be able to contribute more to the relationship.
INDEPENDENCE
- Having your own income means you're the boss in your life.
IN-LAWS
- Make rooms for the in-laws.
INTENTIONS
- Wish each other well. Don't wish each other worst
ISSUES
- Speak up about the awkward stuff now, like money & sex. The earlier,the better.
LISTEN
-Listen, listen, listen. Hear each other out especially during arguments.
LOOK GOOD
- Mind your appearance! Stay fit & healthy for each other.
LOVE
- It all boils down to your love, chemistry & respect for each other.
MEMORIES
- Remind each other of the old days. Do something that you used to do for each other before. It may even be corny but it made you two together. Experience new things together- from dining into a new resto to experiencing street food together to exploring to new places. It's the little surprises that make great memories.
MIND READING
- No matter how long you've been together, do not think that you can read each other's mind.
NEEDS
- Be good to yourself,then be good to your partner. That's what love is all about. Think about your partner. Will it make him/her happy? Will she/he enjoy it? Consider each other's feelings. Be very attentive & sensitive to each other's needs, physically & emotionally, that way your partner learns to do the same for you. Never take your partner for granted.
PRIORITIES
- If one says it's important, then it is! Prioritize each other among other things!
SEX
- Be sexually adventurous. Make each other feel comfortable sharing
your sexual fantasies or frustrations.
SPACE
- Give each other space. Have dates with your girlfriends, have your boy's night out. If you can't trust each other with this, then don't get married.
SORRY
- Say sorry when you're wrong.
SURPRISES
- No matter how long you've known each other, be open to surprises,
both good or bad.
TEAMWORK
- Think for two & always work as a team. Consult each other before
making a decision because everything will always affect both of you.
- Strengthen couple power. In many ways, we have to decide based on what is best for the relationship in favor of our individual selves.
SUPPORT
- Support each other's dream. Be willing to follow your passions, support your partner in his/her decisions & create new ones together.
Two heads are better than one.
TALK
- Tell each other's stories. Life goes by so fast & its easy to see how easily couple can grow apart. Whenever something funny, scary,
exciting or juicy happened to you or to someone you know, tell each other about it & have your partner do the same. Keep each other in the loop of life,even by email if you have to.
- Communication is the main ingredient in successful long relationships. Share your feelings w/o judgments or criticism,active
listening, then working up to a discussion for problem solving. It takes
continuous effort & learning.
memories jotted down @ 3:53 PM `
Message: NO sex for tonight
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of
men and women differ so much. And I never have
figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have
never figured out why men think with their heads
and women with their hearts.
FOR EXAMPLE
One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were
getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat
up, and she eventually says "I don't feel like it, I
just want you to hold me."
I said "WHAT????!!! What was that?!"
So she says the words that every boyfriend on the
planet dreads to hear...
"You're just not in touch with my emotional needs
as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical
needs as a man."
She responded to my puzzled look by
saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and
not what I do for you in the bedroom?"
Realizing that nothing was going to happen that
night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to
take the day off of work to spend time with her.
We went out to a nice lunch and then went
shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I
walked around with her while she tried on several
different very expensive outfits.
She couldn't decide which one to take so I told her
we'll just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to
compliment her new clothes, so I said lets get a
pair for each outfit. We went onto the jewellery
department where she picked out a pair of
diamond earrings.
Let me tell you ... she was so excited. She must
have thought I was one wave short of a shipwreck.
I started to think she was testing me because she
asked for a tennis bracelet when she doesn't even
know how to play tennis.
I think I threw her for a loop when I said, "That's
fine, honey."
She was almost nearing sexual satisfaction from
all of the excitement. Smiling with excited
anticipation she finally said, "I think this is
all dear,
let's go to the cashier."
I could hardly contain myself when I blurted
out, "No, honey, I don't feel like it."
Her face just went completely blank as her jaw
dropped with a baffled "WHAT???!!!"
I then said, "Really honey! I just want you to HOLD
this stuff for a while. You're just not in touch with
my financial needs as a man enough for me to
satisfy your shopping needs as a woman."
And just when she had this look like she was
going to kill me, I added, "Why can't you just love
me for who I am and not for the things I buy you?"
Apparently I'm not having sex tonight either.
memories jotted down @ 2:49 PM `
the week's been okay..
trying to get down on my books.
jasmine is in HK now!
enjoy babe!
totally dun feel like blogging.
bah.
p/s: not affected by anything.. just simply nothing to talk abt..
memories jotted down @ 11:36 PM `
pretty fruitful weekend. cept the fact that we didn't make it to sentosa .. fucked up weather! :( oh well.. at least had my time well spent..
sat was pretty much a bore.. but sun's schedule was SO PACKED and the weather was SOO HOT! OMG! why couldnt the sun be like that on sat?!?!?
sun woke up, headed down to church then had a birthday celebration lunch @ the village at far east square.. was bloated by then.. :|
den headed down to normanton park for gail's 1st first day! so cute and cheeky!!
gail's my niece. hmm.. cousin's daughter!
there was some pics of the glam princess for today!
tired baby girl
happy birthday to ME!
'hello gujie!'
was holding her tiny hand to help her walk.
in the hands of her daddy!
she loves entertaining herself with her birdie mouth..
the cousins and the princess
the little angel
SO SWEET!!!!! she's got teardrop almond shaped eyes
SHE LOVES STICKING HER TONGUE OUT TO SAYANG AND DISTURB PPL!!!
on our way back home after the party
i feel sick. bah
memories jotted down @ 10:45 PM `