Thursday, December 28, 2006
3 days after Christmas, i still feel like crap
i dunno what is wrong with me but i was chirpy right before xmas started
when it straight struck xmas eve, i was all moody and grumpy.
i dont know what got over me and i really dun intend to find out
Xmas was great and fun but i was just not myself.
i locked myself up and blamed everything that could be blamed back to myself even when it doesnt make any sense.
3 more nights to 2007
I hope everything will change for me the way things were this year
This year has not been at all very smooth for me especially the last few days
Pardon me but this year is very fucked up, super.
URGH! I feel like stabbing myself in the eye! *POKES*
memories jotted down @ 8:29 PM `
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006
I Live: to be happy. :)
I Work: to buy gifts!
I Talk: too much
I Wish: for the impossible.
I Enjoy: watching US series
I Look: silly
I Will Find: a way to make people happy
I Smell: cigarette smell ( my boss floods the whole office up)
I Listen: everytime
I Pray: sometimes, only sometimes.
I Walk: like its never ending
I Write: like a kid
I See: and I will get
I Sing: very rarely
I Laugh: at silly things
I Watch: series on my laptop everynight
I Dream: all day, all night.
I Want: everything that I want.
I Cry: when it hurts.
I Read: blogs and silly books.
I Love: my loves
I Sometimes: hurt people around me
I Fear: changes in people
I Hope: everyone is happy
I Quit: being around
I Bathe: very fast
I Drink: 4 1.5bottles of water today
I Shave: not. waxed! OUCH!
I Hug: everyone.
I Play: all the time. HEH.
I Miss: you.
I Hold: you dear to me.
I Forgive: more than others think I do.
I Drive: and stopped
I Have: tonnes of work that is sitting on my table now
I Don't: have a clue at times.
I Made: myself hurt inside
I Wait: for my xmas presents to arrive
I Need: more doughs!
I Owe: myself lots of things
I Feel: cold. damn the rain
I Wonder: what if things are different
memories jotted down @ 10:06 AM `
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Monday, December 18, 2006
yeah!
xmas shopping is almost done!
cant wait for xmas to come.
for so long, i haven felt the spirit of christmas around, this year seems different and i'm feeling it.
boo and i had pampered ourselves with a white PSP each =D
oh so pretty!
but when my cc bill comes, i'm in so deep a trouble.
but its okay!
i dont mind! HEHE!
memories jotted down @ 5:30 PM `
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
been so sick past 2 weeks and super stressful
-.-
anyway, xmas present has purchased for all.
i've been in a very stressful and bad mood
memories jotted down @ 2:23 PM `
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