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Monday, January 31, 2005
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Monday, January 10, 2005
so far so good.
this week has been slightly better den past weeks.
at least i have a new love to put me off thinking for ahwhile.
the Vdae present for the man!
lol..
tough work..
but i can do it!
=D
i'm so glad to have walk this path of life.
many lives changed within 1 night.
i'm so looking forward to july..
i dunno.. but i know everything will work out!
=D
i've got so many things planned for vdae.. this is the 2nd yr i'm really spending vdae being attached.
the past few yrs, either broke up before vdae or wasnt attached for that period of time. last yr vdae i flew off to uk.
how fast time flies!
been 1 mth into 2005.
sigh.
oh well..shant waste any time.. i've been putting all my free time onto the present..
even like from home to his place or wateva.. i take it out and continuing.. cos of the present.. my index finger n thumb swell.. :(
memories jotted down @ 11:21 AM `
just home from his place this morning.
headed over last nite at 11odd to pass him some cash cos he wanted to head back home for the night since he's hot shower, bed to rest properly and aircon for the night. unlike those in camp.
den might as well stayed over.
i realised it so hard to live by the day thinking not able to see his face for the rest of the week..
oh gosh! i'm so dependent! HELP!
lol.
even short hours or even 10 mins.. i'm a contented young lady
HA! i'm so easily contented.
i think i'm very blessed..
having ppl loving me. doting me.
ppl are are always there for me.
ppl who i want to be there for.
friends who supports like nothing.
friends who see my tears rolling down those cheeks of mine.
each and every one of u makes me stronger each time.
i realised everyone close to my heart are having relationship problems.
its hurt to hear or even see..
this suck!
i dun wan my friends to be sad cos i'll be sad with him.
hearing jasmine nearly made me cried.
i dunno y.
maybe i've been meeting her so often that it turns into a habit seeing her everyday..
we've grown into each other lifes.
from our dream house. to our games. to our lives. to our dosage of teh!
LOL
i love her!
smuaks! AND I'M NOT TURNING LES!
i had this weird dream this morning. very weird. abt this particular someone in my life.
hmm.. nvm..
going JB later with jasmine! i need clothes! =D
memories jotted down @ 1:07 PM `
LIAN says: GET V.DAY FLOWERS HERE!
Message: Hey,
if you guys do or die have to get flowers for
your loved ones, please do get them from
www.hall15.com/sweetroses
it's cheap, the packaging's great (florist
caters for hotel),there're those forever bears
tt every girl simply can't resist!
eg 3 stalks of roses + 4.5 inch forever friends
bear = 27 bucks!
great deal right?
so stop surfing friendster and place your
order NOW! ps if you buy it online remember
you are referred by JOANNA TAN LILING.
Ok, my job's done. BABE don say i never
help! i typed this bulletin just for ya
man..don't worry you can send me a bouquet
of flowers to thank me =)
MUAKs
-------------
this above msg is from my friend.
JASON LOW!! U BETTER SEE THIS!
and to all the guys who wanna get a cheap VDAE not burning ur pocket!
memories jotted down @ 11:14 AM `
just got home..
spent 4 sweet hours with my baby..
and he's back in camp now! my poor booboo!
range range range.. wun be seieng him til sun !!
oh well !!
I MISS U BOOBOO!!!
wed nite and i'm HOME!
oh well.. its okay i guess!
mambo just started!
=D
i'm quite bored of it.. hate the crowd. the ppl.. argh!
lalalaa...
i miss my jasmine!
i've been meeting her everyday for teh! den bitch and bitch non-stop!
jasmine.. u miss me !?!
smuaks to everyone!!
memories jotted down @ 10:33 PM `
YES! i SNIPPED MY HAIR!
WHAHAHAA!
my head feels so much lighter now!
everyone's thinking how short i cut it! lol
its driving everyone nuts. jasmine is the one n only person who has been my haircut ?
memories jotted down @ 2:46 PM `
yesterdae was 6th mth.
time seem to fly.
met couple of his camp mates. watch them play basketball. and swim and i sabotaged him askin them to strip him to nothing.
evil!
but oh well.. let him take it as a lesson learnt!
lol
met jeremy last nite. he picked me up from PV. headed for movies but midst of it. jason n i started arguing over sms. but slowly settled it.
oh well..
things are okay now..
i really wanna see the rainbow after the rain.
and yes! i'm gonna snip my hair short!
how short
i dunno! but will think abt it!
lol
my hair destiny leaves with my hairdresser!
=D
memories jotted down @ 10:40 AM `
6 mths and counting..
July 22 changed my life eversince.
little did i expect that much of surprises coming out from someone.
maybe i looked down on myself.
but each time i did. u brought me up again
telling me i'm not. regaining my confidence.
many things each of us did, disappointed each other.
some things couldnt be forgotten. but i always make it a point to forgive.
that's me. too generous for my own good.
each time my heart cried, its much for hurtful than my eyes itself.
could u understand ?
or do u wanna taste of ur own medicine ?
and definately we had our fair share of happiness and joy.
so much more den sorrows.
i love the way u cook. looking into my eyes while singing( the guy know his thing)
doing bits n pieces for me.
accomadating to me.
pleasing me. loving me.
these 6 mths has been great. really. besides a few obstacles. and many empty promises.
i believe we can overcome things together as time goes by.
like u said, we've just past half a milestone.. our next one is 6 mths from now. i dun wanna think. i just live by the day.
thank u for being my life. my hope. my target to waking up everyday just to put a smile on ur face. thank u for ur unconditional love cause without it, i'm not complete at all.
memories jotted down @ 10:21 PM `
had the worst weekend..
fights over fights.
overcoming tireness
crying
venting my temper
sorting my relationships out
lost the chance to go stadium to watch SIN vs INA
lost my damn phone
money matters
fuck it la.. so many problems.... everything wasnt fucking going right for me..
why isit when its none of our business.. we're the fucking ones getting hurt ?
are there really no nice guys out there ?
when u ask me to trust me.. i tried and i managed to ..
wad happened in the end ?
u drop my trust and smashed it into pieces...
now.. u promise wadever u promised AND u fucking better make sure..
euff of linens
*
yesterdae was a bad day.. puking the entire sun night.. den went to the doctor at 2am..stomach flu.. oh well..(see.. crashing down on me again!) den met jasmine n ben to go fishermans for a drink cos ben's going back today! from 11 till 2.. cool night out with my goodies... apparently.. jasmine is the only one i can really bitch too.. pouring out my pains n all.. cos she has been thru wad i'm going thru now.. i love u bitch! thanks for everything!
memories jotted down @ 11:29 AM `
i lost my fucking phone! fuck that asshole who took it! MAY U BE STRIKE BY LIGHTNING AND DIE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
memories jotted down @ 11:53 PM `
yeah!
another last night without mambo
but sad to hear that michelle was molested.
oh well.. we stayed home. watched meet the fockers 'ashhhhhhhh hollllllleeeeee'
the LJ IS SO FUCKING CUTE!!!!!!!! and played Ps2.
and baby made me a keychain and bought a HUGE retro pillow for us! so sweet.. so many surprises up his lil sleeve.. just loooveeeeeeeee him! muakss !!
on tuesday.. waited for him for 4 hours.. cos he had sudden OT. so might as well wait for him den have dinner together..
den yesterdae went over his baby to wait for his parcel.. and i realised he nvr say thx u ! RUDE BABY RUDE! lol
oh well. but i still love u!
memories jotted down @ 8:17 PM `
haha!! so bored till i did a quiz!
click here
memories jotted down @ 11:10 PM `
dammit!
body's aching like no business!
monday blues.
staying home today.
cos daddy's gonna webcam with me.
happy bdae old man!
=P
oh ya
have some really cool pics!
that's me
his smoking pose. really does look like u know!
behind the wheel ?
i'm ur venus!
thx to jasmine.. managed to create ourselves! =D
there's the link
memories jotted down @ 4:07 PM `
memories jotted down @ 1:28 AM `
Thursday, January 06, 2005
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Monday, January 03, 2005
hmm..
talking to princess on msn
nose bleeding.
urgh.
heaty!
full (i've been eating like a pig since thursday)
fat (always)
i had a great weekend , have u !?
=)(cept the occasion arguements)
let's start from thursday
thursday
*jog.
*met darling for dinner.
*marche.
*romantic night out
*haven had the dating feeling for so long!
*our first coffee together. (wad i mean was just the 2 of us. coffee. talking things. usually we have 3 or 4. FIRST TIME its just 2 of us.)
*headed back to his place
friday
*went home.
* slept. bad dream that made me cried in my sleep.
* met my bitch to take bus together cos she was heading to town
* rush to my boo's place cos we were supposed to go for dinner @ harbourfront
* breeks cafe. his aunt's place
* headed to TTSH cos his friend was there. shiet things happened on from here.
- argued over certain issues. shouted around. languages flying.
* waited for him for nearly 45 mins alone in a hospital. puked dinner out.. oH WELL..
* headed home after that.
* temper was still there
* finally managed to appease me.
* we slept like babies!
saturday
* sweet morning
* played squash in the late noon den went swimming ard 6+
* butts aching
* sweet night
* SIN WON SOCCER !!!
* i learnt how to play winning eleven on PS2
* played penalty kick against darling and i thrashed him 10- 2
* went for dinner at tranview cc ! hurhurhur *full*
* played more soccer
* bitching ard on msn with jasmine, princess, bernard, stacy and somemore i couldnt remember who. 6 of them. 5 girls n 1 guy...
* headed to bed ard 3.
sunday
supposed to wake up early but woke up 1 hr after the planned time.
so he was supposed to meet jess to go amk to buy wanton. but couldnt make it cos woke up late.so cancelled..made lunch.. den came back and packed n vaccumed the house for his mummy.. sort out things in his room.. lol. den play soccer again..
=D.. its so addictive!! i swear man!! den met vic downstairs for smoke! (talking abt smokie.. i'm craving!) den headed back up to bathe cos had to head down to his aunt's place cos today's rachel's bdae! =P
headed there.. played with the kids.. dinner..so fun especially when they started to ride/glide down the slope.. so funny...nearly 9pm. we left cos his mummy had a morning flight later .. and his mummy gave me a lift!
so pissed! my bag's strap BROKE!!! argh!! ripped into 2. cant even carry now!! anyway met jasmine and her bf for kopi! bitched abit. here n there..lol
we are certified bitches! *ps: jas. agreeable right!?!! *winks! love u bitch!
den headed home.. quiet. dark. sian. no baby by my side.
oh well. i'm so spoilt by him!
its okay!
hehe!!
memories jotted down @ 1:24 AM `
usually wed plans..
darling's house. den mambo..
lol
yesterdae was no exception cept i was feeling sick..
amazing, we left at 230! =D
both of us were sick... headache and all.
headed home.. showered. after that. he was making sandwiches for both of us..
my baby's the sweetest of sweetest!!
the pillow dropped and i got up to pick it up
gosh.. instantly black page in front of me
got hold of his rack..
thank God he wasnt around..
else. he'll be even more worried than i'll be of myself..
ate.. i felt better..
popping panadols
AND
sleep.. =D
just got back.. went jogging!
=D
though i'm sick.
but i dun care!
LOSE WEIGHTTTTTTTTTTTT !
=P
gonna crash!
memories jotted down @ 11:24 AM `
girls day out!!
michelle, princess and myself!
caught a movie with princess.. Love so Divine..korean movie
i came to agreement that no matter how corny/funny/stupid a korean movie is.. its still touching at that very least..
after the movie.. we headed down pastamania to meet michelle.. had our dinner/lunch.. same thing..
den headed for a coffee session at spins! (where else besides this)
den we had a last min plan to go down to fishermans' for a drink.. mich's bro came down and fetch us there..
main topic of the night:
LOVE, LOVE, LOVE
this one word has sooo much meaning to it!
different phrase of life.
different ppl with different meaning.
wateva la..
lol
my silly boo2 has disappeared. msged him the whole evening.. nvr reply..
is he trying to get even with me ?
he said he called me in the noon. but i REALLY NVR receive...
den stacy called me and tell me that he's looking for me ?
he knows i'm with princess. why call my stacy for ?
lol.. weird. but i still love him! muaks!
he got all worried for me ..
still yet to figure it out..
yes. i did receive his msg.
but thinking he should be sleeping in camp
hence i nvr reply..
that's it!
=D
memories jotted down @ 11:23 PM `
great weekend. cold weather! both of us wanted to go out but the weather stopped us!
OH WELL! too bad!
did i mention that i'm starting to like soccer!
i so wanted to go national stadium to watch it BUT damn the rain!
ruined so many plans!
sigh!
sin WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait till the finals!!
i wanna watch! my virgin soccer match! =D
memories jotted down @ 6:53 AM `
princess:
darling.. i told u its not ur fault, nvr urs to start with in the first place.
u see. if u din tell me.
and if things DO actually happen (which i know it wun! and i trust u), have u tot abt the consequences if i found out?
u definately did the right thing by telling me. letting me and jase sort out our stuff properly and now everything's great! we nvr blamed u. really..
and we can assure u that our relationship will nvr drift..
memories jotted down @ 1:36 AM `