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these fav photos! *smuaks* Tuesday, February 01, 2005
i feel so weak..
i feel as though i'm floating
i'm running a high fever..
40degrees.
this ain funny at all.
my nose are blocked.
i'm coughing like hell.
God, if u wana take me away.. pls do now..
memories jotted down @ 9:07 AM `
happy 1st year anniversary, dearie!!
thank u for always being there...a lil note to someone very very important in my life..
the one who kisses me before every meal.. the one who sleeps by my side in his bed..
the one who i have been giving very much unconditional love..
all i ask for is u to be a one lady man..
its hurts so much now.. so much..
i went to her blog.. i read her msg to u..
it pierced right thru ..so deep and twirlling it into my soul..
its totally unbearable..
have u even realised how much sacrifices i've made?
how much pain i've gone thru all these 7 mths
she's alone there..
i'm with u ..but its hurts more cos u're in front of me..
each time i had to tell myself..
'trust him, stand by him'
till now.. i'm still telling myself that..
after this whole msg.
cos i love u.
memories jotted down @ 8:41 AM `
The Truth Abt Men
1. The nice men are ugly.
2. The handsome men are not nice.
3. The handsome and nice men are gay.
4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are
married.
5. The men who are not so handsome, but are
nice men, have no money.
6. The men who are not so handsome, but are
nice men with money think we are only after their
money.
7. The handsome men without money are after our
money.
8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and
somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are
beautiful enough.
9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are
heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money,
are cowards.
10.The men who are somewhat handsome,
somewhat nice and have some money and thank
God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE
THE FIRST MOVE!!!!
11. The men who never make the first move,
automatically lose interest in us when we take the
initiative.
NOW, WHO CAN POSSIBLY UNDERSTAND MEN?
Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like
grapes, and it's our job to stomp on them and keep
them in the dark until they mature into something
you'd like to have dinner with.
........................................................
pretty true, dun u think ?
i can nvr understand men, i cant even understand him.
i dunno wad he's thinking ?
does he even treat me the way i'm supposed to be entitled ?
or only something else?
oh ya.. i'm starting sch soon i think..
the moment my dad settles payment..
Associate Degree in Psychology.
they want me to be a psychologist since i can talk to ppl and let ppl opening up to me..
oh well..
he's taking the same thing cept his is a diploma..
memories jotted down @ 1:54 PM `
to that anonymous fella..
if u have something to say.
say it RIGHT in my face.
i DO NOT NEED fuckers who goes to my blog and tag nonsense.
thank u very much
would fucking appreciate if u would leave ur name and contact for me to contact u.
cos i swear u'll die.
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i swear ppl love pissing me off when i'm in a fucking bad mood!
memories jotted down @ 10:42 PM `
the way we celebrated our 7th mth was pretty okay.
the boys once again came over to play basketball
and damnit! the THING had to come too!
den we had very very late dinner..
nearly 11..
lol..
its was so fun having so many ppl together having dinner..
i bought beef steak. den he made the chicken rice(without the chicken) with crabs.
matter of fact, i was in fact extremely bothered with a call the moment we headed back up his place..couldnt even sleep well..
but nvm la..
dozed off n woke up at 6. headed home..
den was dying of cramps when i headed home.
i hate it when it comes.
grumpy old monkey appears and disturb the hell out of me!
:(
had dinner with my mum n butusaurus last nite..
3 of us..at crystal jade.. 80+ is acceptable price.
lol
oh well..
glad he liked dinner!
soon after it will be dinner at my place..
whaahahah!!
NO MAMBO!!
2nd week in a row!
=D
everyone's shocked!
and yesterdae was yii n roger's 1st yr anniversary..
how time files!
happy anniversary to the both of u!!!
memories jotted down @ 10:24 AM `
happy 7 mths anniversary butusaurus!
memories jotted down @ 11:05 AM `
hee!
memories jotted down @ 11:19 PM `
met jasmine for lunch..den we headed to spotlight to get some stuff..
den home!
couple of things i wanna share with ppl. kinda interesting to read though.
50 most romantic things to do with you b/f or g/f)
1. Watch the sunset together.
2. Whisper to each other.
3. Cook for each other.
4. Walk in the rain.
5. Hold hands
6. Buy gifts for each other.
7. Roses.
8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you're together.
9. Go for a long walk down the beach atmidnight.
10. Write poetry for each other.
11. Hugs are the universal medicine.
12. Say I love you, only when you mean it andmake sure they know you mean it.
13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetryetc.
14. Tell her that she's the only girl you everwant. Don't lie!
15. Spend every second possible together.
16. Look into each other's eyes.
17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into hereyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.
18. When in public, only flirt with each other.
19. Put love notes in their pockets when theyaren't looking.
20. Buy her a ring.
21. Sing to each other.
22. Always hold her around her hips/sides.
23. Take her to dinner and do the dinner for twodeal.
24. Spaghetti? (Ever see Lady and the Tramp?)
25. Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss herhand and then put it over your heart.
26. Dance together.
27. I love the way a girl looks right after she'sfallen asleep with her head in my lap.
28. Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.
29. Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes
30. Even if you are really busy doing something,go out of your way to call and say I love you.
31. Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.
32. Remember your dreams and tell her aboutthem.
34. Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.
35. Be Prince Charming to her parents.
36. Brush her hair out of her face for her.
37. Hang out with his/her friends.
38. Go to church/pray/worship together.
39. Take her to see a romantic movie andremember the parts she liked.
40. Learn from each other and don't make thesame mistake twice.
41. Describe the joy you feel just to be with him/her.
42. Make sacrifices for each other.
43. Really love each other, or don't stay together.
44. Let there never be a second during any givenday that you aren't thinking about them, and make sure they know it.
45. Love yourself before you love anyone else.
46. Learn to say sweet things in foreign languages.
47. Dedicate songs to them on the radio.
48. Fall asleep on the phone with each other.
49. Stand up for them when someone talks trash.
50. Never forget the kiss goodnight and always remember to say, "Sweet dreams."
Loving Her
TELL HER WHY YOU THINK SHE'S COOL.
Tell her why you think she's so cool.
Smell her hair.
Talk to her in movie theatres.
Pick her up and pretend you're going to throw her in the river;
she'll scream and fight you but secretly, she`ll love it.
Hold her hand and skip.Hold her hand and run.
JUST HOLD HER HAND.
Pick flowers from other peoples gardens and give them to her.
Tell her she's pretty.
Let her pay if she wants to.
Introduce her to your friends as the coolest girl you know.
Sit in the park and talk to her.
JUST TALK TO HER.
Take her to the library.
TAKE HER ANYWHERE.
Tell her dirty jokes.
TELL HER HAPPY STORIES.
TELL HER SAD STORIES.
TELL HER YOUR STORIES.
TELL HER ANYTHING.
TELL HER STUPID JOKES.
Write poems about her.
JUST WALK WITH HER.
Throw pebbles at her window.
WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING, TELL HER YOU LOVE HER.
Take her to shows of bands shes' never heard of.
Hold her hand in the mosh pit.
LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN YOUR ARMS.
Call her.
Call her back if she calls you.
Sing to her, no matter how bad you are.
Carve your names into a tree.
GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER.
Give her piggy-back rides.
Go see her band play even if they really suck and tell her they were great.
GIVE HER SPACE WHEN SHE NEEDS IT.
Push her on swings.
Stay up with her all night when shes sick.
Make up pet names for her but cool ones not sappy ones.
Teach her guitar.
Lend her your cds.
Write on her.
Write about her.
Make her mixtapes.
Write her letters.
Take her to cool shops and let her take you to even cooler ones.
JUST HANG OUT WITH HER.
Listen to all the bands she mentions.
Dont tell her that her favorite bands suck.
WHEN SHE'S SAD, HANG OUT WITH HER OR STAY ON THE PHONE WITH HER, EVEN IF SHE'S NOT SAYING ANYTHING.
Buy her ice cream.
Let her take all the photos of you she wants.
LOOK INTO HER EYES.
Slow dance with her even if the music is fast.
TELL HER A SECRET.
Kiss her in the rain.
JUST KISS HER.TRUST HER.
LOVE HER.BE YOURSELF AROUND HER.
CHERISH HER.
and when you fall in love with her tell her.
Somebody you love" vs "Somebody you like
In front of the person you like, your heart beats faster.
But in front of the person you love, you get happy.
In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring.
But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.
If you look into the eyes of the one you like, you blush.
But if you look into the eyes of the one you love,you smile.
In front of the person you like, you can't say everything on your mind.
But in front of the person you love, you can.
In front of the person you like, you tend to get shy.
But in front of the person you love, you can show your own self.
You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you like.
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you love.
When the one you love is crying, you cry with them.
But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.
The feeling of love starts from the eye
But the feeling of like starts from the ear.
So if you stop liking a person you used to like, all you need to do is cover your ears.
But if you try to close your eyes, love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever ...
memories jotted down @ 10:18 PM `
great weekend.. spend the entire week looking at him.. thursday night till yesterdae.
fri: lazy mrn! EXPENSIVE LUNCH! sharks fin, abalone, scallops and tempura prawns all in a packet of instant noodles.. we were SLOWING savouring it. caught 'Constantine' @ Great World. Great movie. but i was feeling sick again.. coughing my bloody lungs out! decided to go see the doc first thing in the morning.
sat: GREAT WAY TO START! mild bronchitis. goood.. its sooo good.. -.-
after that we headed to town..he went for dinner, his uncle bdae. and i lingered in town, fuming over wad..(no idea). den he msged me to go over to the restaurant to meet the rest.. he saved food for me.. the adults were asking me to eat now.. everyone's looking at me. i felt soo shy suddenly.. so i hurried... headed to the roads to watch chingay. his cousins were coming over his place to sleep.
the 2 older ones.. ryan n russel..
played the ps till 1 and off they went to bed!
we slept at 5..
sun: very very rushing day. 10 mins to change the moment we got up cos his mum wanted to go bai nian.. den rushed back to watch her on TV! YES! THE FUGGING CIGGS PRICES INCREASED LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS!! den we went out again to bai nian.. den rushed back again cos she's on flight.. den alicia msged us on msn telling us she's flying off also.. so we took the cab with his mum to the airport, den had dinner together den we went to meet our dearest girl whom we haven met since she got back..den after sending her off.. the sappy scenes makes me sad.. tears NEARLY rolled but controlling it well~ den the butu sent me home.. and FINALLY ENTERED MY HOUSE! my mum came back shortly after us. sorry dear..my hse is in bad state now! =( first person who entered my house besides zhenyi. smuaks! thank u for everything. u are my everything.
Today I saw somebody
Who looked just like you
She walked like you do
I thought it was you
As she turned the corner
I calle dout your name
I felt so ashamed when
it wasn't you, wasn't you
Ooo, oh
Chorus
You are everything and everything is you, oh
You are everything and everything is you, woah
You are everything and everything is you
Hmm
How can I forget when
each face that I see
Brings back memories, of being with you
I just can't go on living life as I do
Comparing each girl to you
No they just won't do,
they're not you, oh
Chorus
(You are the song that I sing)
You are everything and everything is you
(You're everything)
You are everything and everything is you
(You're my everything, yes you are)
You are everything and everything is you
(Oh, you're my evening time, you're mine)
You are everything and everything is you
(You're my everything)
You are everything and everything is you
(You are the everything I need)
You are everything and everything is you
(Girl you mean the world to me)
You are everything and everything is you
(Oh, you are my destiny)
You are everything and everything is you
butu! smuaks!
memories jotted down @ 11:20 AM `
It’s raining men, Hallelujah!!!
few mins of rain made the weather much cooler!
i love the smell of rain..
and all good things come together!
the dearest just called to ask me for dinner tonight..
=D
and tml we'll be watching Constantine!
WHEEE!!
i've heard so much of that show from jasmine n her bf.
wahaha!!
both of them makes me laugh!
=P
both of them love to purposely agitate each other!
tonight will be a movie marathon!!
=DD
lalalal!! the rain is making my mood very very good!
memories jotted down @ 1:17 PM `
i just finished watching "How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days"
kate hudson is HOT!
=D
in case u guys have not noticed..
i've changed the layout of this whole thing..
the star = me
way out = my links
shared = the tagboard..
the skin is really nice..
and the dearest has gotten himself down up a blog too.
we were trying to figure out the codes and played around with it.
=D
memories jotted down @ 4:12 PM `
i hate my life sometimes.
ppl who fucking controls me when they have no business.
takes my damn finances when my mum doesnt even do it.
making up some fucking cock n bull stories
and lucky i'm smart enuff to save my own big fat ass..
where is the money when i need it soo urgently.
i need money!
money where are u!
everythin needs $
everyone needs it
why some ppl has it, some doesnt.
life ain fair at all.
memories jotted down @ 11:48 PM `
sun went for buffet at rasa sentosa! had a pigging day.. and i really mean pigging day!
after buffet we headed to his mummy's friend's place. the doggy sooo cute!! *drools*
after den headed home. played pool.. den left for dinner again.. at Riverside Indonesia Restuarant. i made reservations. =D had a hell of time. eating, talking and looking at the scenery.
got sooooo bloated den we went for a scroll along clarkequay. den we decided on taking a riverboat.. so cool.. so romantic. just the 2 of us in the boat, travelling down in the river...den headed to esplanade's terrace roof to see the B E A U -tiful skyline of singapore.its so breath-taking.
den the horror came. kept coughing and coughing. puked out dinner. as we walked, i coughed even more n became so terrible. i felt so bad that the night had to end like this. its just a waste. beautiful dinner,boatride, esplanade. oh well.. so baby for the pre-vdae plans.
:(
and now the actual day.
nothing special.
just a day when couples spend money like no business.
BUT its our first vdae together! though i had no presents from him but his presense was there.
got him a card, pig, card and my handmade TOWEL! my ever first attempt to knit and its not that perfect.. but overall its a good job done..(i hope)
he surprised me by going to transview cc, japanese cuisine.
great dinner. just that service for us is SUPER SLOW!
thank u dear!
happy vdae to u!
memories jotted down @ 3:59 PM `
Isn't great to fall sick on NYE!
i did! spent 50 dolly at the clinic!
and the medi DID work.. LUCKY them!
headed to town after seeing the doc.
had to WAIT for that boy while i'm struggling in pain in my stomach.
HOW COOL IS THAT! INTESTINE FLU!
lol
den headed to jurong after running around in town AIMLESSLY!
so boring night.
I'VE NO LIFE!!!!
*cont updating when i'm back.*
den wed. headed for jurong. den mambo. den back his place. den We went around sg to bai nian with his parents. lol.. so fun!
gonna meet him now. for our vdae present shopping!
memories jotted down @ 11:38 AM `
i'm sad sick..
terribly..
hurts like mad!
I WANT TO DIE LIAO!
=D
will update the weeks' happening tonight. when i get back!
-GONG XI FA CAI!-
happy new yr to all!
lurve yea!
smuaks!
memories jotted down @ 10:58 AM `
yesterdae had another great evening with his campmates.
went over to Chris's ORD party at his place.
i stepped into the house. made my way downstairs and i heard my name behind me.
it was Su-Ann. haven seen her since i grad. from SHSS.
i've seen this baby grown..
from she was Pri 1 till now. a tall, golden-tanned and gorgeous young lady.
its amazing how everyone's connected.
Chris's party was more like a sit-around talking cock session. mainly resides in his cosy room. hiding his Pink IC away.
oh ya.. his theme for the evening was originally PINK. jase n i gotten ourselves a set of PINK poloTees. and his other friend wore PINK too. only the 3 of us + Chris.
OH GReat! lol
3 idiots.
after the party, we headed to Holland V again , to the same place around 10! BREKO!
mattan, boon chern & his gf and the both of us.
started playing card games.
den i noticed this very familiar face.
PENELOPE! she's like the greatest 'sis' to me.
older sister , someone who i can talk to..
i dun have one. alot of my exs are only child. so yea
=D
i missed her soooo much!
SMUAKS!
den i finally met samantha.
sebastian was there too! (okay.. he's my ex.)
its feel so good to see them again..
i always bumped into seb at zouk and he's always dipsy and he'll start telling ppl how i broke up with him and blah blah blah..its fucking hilarious man!
he's super corny sometimes but he's a nice guy!
any girl friends wanna hook him up !?!
=D
memories jotted down @ 11:26 AM `
mambo on wed.
thursday the spring cleaners came to clean his house so we headed to town..before going to holland V to meet his boys.
the chilling session at holland V was freaking funny!
they were talking abt their 7 weeks BMT.. (its only 7 weeks and they've got soooo many stories to share)
it was hilarious!
had a great time.
oh ya.i finally met colin. bro's friend. some guy that i knew from friendster.
lol..
omg.
vdae is coming. no time at all!
memories jotted down @ 11:19 AM `
memories jotted down @ 1:22 PM `
i wanna change my skin!
lol.. i wanna make my own one!
=D
memories jotted down @ 6:14 PM `
the photobucket 's photoblogger is so fun! so easy as well.. save me so much brain cells thinking wad's the source for the img upload! =)
i love u jas! u so smart!
i wanna go swimming!
i wanna go town
i wanna go gym!
lol
i wanna look good!
memories jotted down @ 1:22 PM `
using the wonders of adobe photoshop.. credits to jasmine loke!
memories jotted down @ 1:17 PM `