Thursday, April 21, 2005
i'm on the verge of breaking down
i dunno.
nothing happened.
first i dropped the mouse
second i tried to fixed it but couldnt do anything to it
thirdly, detached the one from my com and fixed it in, finally could work
BUT somehow when my mum went to the com in few mins, couldnt work
she threw a new mouse at me. i tried to attached it
BUT as i moved the CPU out.
at the fucking same time, the com crash.
i couldnt take it anymore.
i screamed so sharp and loudy at my neighbour knocked on the door.
den to make things worst.she made to continuously ask me where the MD is..
ask and ask and ask..
kept on saying 'dunno wad kinda of friends u always mixed with, getting bad to worst'
in case she dun fucking realise, i'm home 24/7 when she's the one not in sight..
i'm 20...why does she have to make it as though i'm fucking underage.
at least i know RIGHT n WRONG.
at least i dun break ppl's family up.
at least i dun break MY OWN FAMILY UP!
for Christ sake la, I HATE PPL TO BRING MY FRIENDS INTO THE TOPIC..
i let off another sharp, loud scream...
i so feel like taking something and stab straight into myself.
that's why.. i hate home.
i want my brother.
now bills after bills.
final reminder after final reminder.
so many bills
and none of my business
maybe i should sleep around to pay for all these.
dun mind me.
i'm breaking down.
memories jotted down @ 9:20 PM `