Thursday, April 13, 2006
reading my cousin's blog.
i realised how much i missed my late grandpa
i miss it when he screams
i miss it when he nods his head when he listens to the chinese news (we always wonder if he understood)
i miss it when he buys crabs home from all the way from chinatown.
i miss it when he brings me along to bring my cousin from PAP (that was donkeyyy years ago. this boy now is 17)
i miss it when he waits with us for the sch bus
i miss it when he laughs, u can see the toothless smile cept one tooth which is in the top centre
i miss it when he rushed to sch all the way from upper east coast to tampines just to bring me my allowance or fetch me when i miss my bus
i miss it when he smokes, he goes out to the parking poach and look around
i miss it when he climbs our mango tree
i miss it when he screams at us
i miss it when he buys breakfast every morning when we've having our holidays
i missed it when it was too late
i regret not visiting much during the last few years of his life
i regret not being the good grand daughter
i regret not being able to bring them around
i'm sorry ah gong.
its been 3 years now.
and we're still missing you.
now we know u're good cos grandma has joined you.
memories jotted down @ 12:08 PM `