Thursday, August 25, 2005
had a 4 1/2 hrs of exams today..
totally drained out my cells..
but something, i've nvr expected.. happened.
at 1122am today..
i received an sms from dandan.. a gd friend of mine..
pretty weird msg helping me the ward and bed number..
didnt know wad was going on.. i replied back.. 'oei, wad happened ?'
i was shocked with his reply. 'in hosp lor. dunno y also'
something told me that it wasnt right.
but i had to concentrate on my papers first
so i headed over to TTSH after my papers.
i saw him..
i held back my tears.
the right side of his face was numb.
he looked like he was beated up by 20 people (i'm not joking. that's why bad his face was)
no way i was gonna let him see me in this state.
he got into a bike accident on 14th.
i repeat 14th Aug, morning at serangoon. on the way to work from his place
today is the 25th. he told me only today.
ask if i may.. he woke up on mon from a coma of 6 days after the accident and only in stable condition yesterdae.
he's suffering from surface memory loss.
he doesnt remember how he ended up in the hospital,
he doesnt know what happened to him
when his mum told him the truth today.
he thought she was joking and 10 mins later,
he forgot wad she said.
he's curious why every nurse knows his name
he cant remember wad date is today. he kept saying its the 3rd.
but he remember that i hated him riding a bike.
only remember ppl's name but he cant remember how he knew and stuff.
people who visited him yesterdae, today he cant remember at all.
would u remember if someone gave u a extra big bottle of mayo for your bdae?
he forgot.
and he also forgot that i gave him my hamster which is still surviving in his house.
he said his bdae was 2 days time.
at that point of time, he wasnt joking.
at the same point of time, my heart sank.
he's turning 22 in oct.
he's active, smart.
Dandan, i want you to get well..
be a good boy, go for physio and everything. i want to see u at zouk, jumping and healthy. then i'll drink with u..
i won't make u into a merlion again. i'll drink with u this time.
as long as you get well.
God, why did let such thing happened to him ? if u wanted to let him learn his lesson..why this way?
but thank you Lord for not taking away another life from me.
memories jotted down @ 10:02 PM `