Wednesday, May 25, 2005
just realised i've been Miss Nice all my life. maybe its time to do some changes.
being a total bitch may not be my forte but i can bring it off well.
i remember jasmine telling me something like do unto others what others will do unto u. or something like that.
being nice doesnt mean they will be nice back.
and i dun expect that too.
i'm one who do wad i feel like. i dun not aim for refund or a return.
therefore, to certain human beings.
i tend to be nice but in fact i'm not.
hypocrite u might say.
lol
i dun give a damn.
i do what i want.
need not ppl tell me.
i'm losing motivations to do anything.
geez. someone help.
just last week, this close friend of mine was telling me i'm too nice. ppl tend to take for granted. admitted that he himself sometimes take it too.
geez. i've an extreme soft-heart. but fierce. contra, definately. lol.
even my darlings are scared of me when i get loud or shout.
jas says that i've a 'sah-qi' face. erm..
english would be, erm.. 'come near me and u'll die' or 'fuck-off'
cos when i dun smile, i look fierce.. *nvr really realised that*
maybe those are the blood of my dad
lol
i should just carry that face everywhere i go.
argh.
tired of being miss nice joanne!
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