Monday, November 28, 2005
was reading xx's latest entry.
i've sooo many things i wanna reply to..
firstly, she gets bounced out of members cos she wants to bring in 2 friends into members.
OBVIOUSLY..
who is she to zouk ? just a mere member by luck, and nothing big shot abt.
whether her friends are chio are none of anyone's business but themselves.
the bouncers has their job to do..
she's no VIP.
what rights that she have?
if the bouncers get suspended cos he did not do his job properly, is she gonna pay him his wages?
THE WHOLE POINT OF MEMBERS is to let ppl have space of privacy and NOT meant for COOL PEOPLE TO KNOW COOL PEOPLE!
fuck la.. what is wrong with her?
her comments are just fucking nonsense lor..
the guy whom she was interested in.
everyone knows WHY he didnt even take notice of her.
it was BECAUSE he was just being friendly.
and he likes ur friend.
simple as that.
if every guy she tend to have interest in does it to her,
that she'll be very used to it by now
why complain?
blame herself for not doing the first move.
u want the guy, u get it.
guys are not self-centered,
it is because there are girls that her,
that's why guys become like that.
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Sunday, November 20, 2005
i've watched Harry Potter: Goblet of fire..
IT SUCKED!
its sooooo not HP!
damn it!
could i say that the poster conned me!
but i sooo love the poster!
they all looked sooo good!
hermione's SOOO HOT!
maybe due to the fact that i haven read the book yet...
these past week, i've come across 2 VERY irresponsible ppl..
1, a bloody fucker-bastard.
and the other one, a dog owner.
shant talk abt the first one.
the dog owner is the MOST irresponsible owner i've ever seen.
lazy to walk the dog cos u're drunk.
wad fuck reason is that?
walk ur dog, complain so much.
fucking think abt the ones who walks the dog every day for hours
talk abt responsiblities.
my fucking shit!
the dog pees around the house when no one's around and he's fucking oblivious to it
wad kinda fucking owner are u?
after scolding the dog, she pees again
and now he walks past it without even noticing!
WHAT THE HELL LOR
if u cant even take care of the dog urself, why the fuck u wanna adopt her for? and talking abt what fucking responsibities when u urself cant even do it!
the dog was badly punished for peeing around, in the wee hours at 5am around the house
and now she's sleeping sweetly..
and i'm waiting for my breakfast to come!
heehee!!
and i cant wait to start reading the book tml!
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
i've had a BLAST of a time with my new love, bebe
she was a stray. a kind hearted lady picked her up
and now 7 months later, we adopted her
she's SOOO playful!
we fell in love, looking at the pics.
now we've got her..
we LOVEEEEE HER!
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Saturday, November 05, 2005
i've cut my hair!
shoulder length , and beautifully highlighted ones!
there are the pics!
goodbye longhair!
the sadness in seperating with it
the highlighting period
and the finals
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Friday, November 04, 2005
how did u feel at a point of time
when ur ex-bf said something so harsh it breaks ur heart
and noww u finds out that he's suffering the way u did in the past
he said he fucking hates u.
now. he's being hates and hates his 'gf'.
would u be happy?
now i'm feeling like shit actually
i feel sad for him
why does he has to go to this state?
wasnt he happy the way he was in the past
i'm sure he was happy when he was back then with my backstabbing- bitch 'best friend'
the worst regret of my life.
i wished i knew the future.
i wished i could change the facts
but it lingers in me now.
they still carries on hating me
but i dont really give a fuck abt it
cos i get to live life only once
and i believe i could get a guy SO MUCH better than he was.
he broke that fragile heart
it took sooo much pain to get it back together.
now seeing him getting a broken heart back in return.
i really wished to say 'this is the taste of ur own fucking medicine'
but deep down, i hope to tell him 'are u okay?'
i do not love him anymore.
but i treasure friendships more than anything in the world
i merely wanted a friend back and console. and he rejected it
that was to the extend the hatred went to.
even as a friend, i could not even be.
if u see this, u think ur patience is golden, wad abt mine?
so much to see u face to face and just say fuck u. but i cant bring myself to.
cos u're now in the same shoe as i was 5 yrs back.
so much hatred in me for both of u, but i know how much hatred can i bring myself to hate the 2 ppl i loved dearly.
haiya.
fuck u la.
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005
guys are somewhat jerks
i've been hurt thousand times.
but each time i grow stronger
cos i know what i see is pure surreal.
they promise a serious matter, how un-serious are they, they'll still get it done
i know.
that's the way i'm always being conned.
guys win us girls into their arms by
1. sweet nothings
2. lies
3. 'serious'ness
4. bullshits.
to me, nothing is that easy to get.
hard work is all that matters.
after taking so long to recover from the hurts i receive, nothing hurts more than previous.
i've got bfs who wants to sleep with my best friend
i've got bfs who cheats
i've got bfs who lies
xy, i love u and i NEVER wanna see u get hurt again.
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